290714 Tue

Embarrassing to the max when we were “as a whole group” was being invited to the vice principle’s office for a “importance of punctuality”talk…

How great to start a day with this 25min talk in the principle’s office. 😢

Afterwards, skipped another period of Math, simply becos I dw to tell the math teacher that I m late for class becos of that “invitation.

Thn afterwards for the math lecture, I decided to attend Complex math lecture, instead of APGP, so… over there, I saw my dear math tutor…😦 how great is that…

But, my day ends satisfactory becos of my cuteness overload phy teacher, and attend GP clinic lect with min for the first time, together with javis and kang yao, (for the whole lect, we have been keep practicing how to use left hand to write, instead of listening to the lect.)

End off my day with a mini window shopping at the CWP with min (nth much to shop actually, but ya, it’s okie, just feel like walking around)… with a cup of GongCha…(buy one get one free one😂)…before going back home. ^^

Okie…another day is over #96 days more! Yeahhhh!!!!


Feel blessed with all the current stuff so far!!! 🙆🙆

在爱情里,从来没有所谓的对与错。 
在爱情里,也没有所谓的骄傲,
只有满满的包容。

有时候,在爱情面前低头,不是少了尊严,而是你在乎。伤了一次,愈合,伤了两次,宁愿再傻一次,伤了第三次,那么你丫的太傻了。可是,有些人宁愿就那么的傻下去。

我不相信什么所谓的天意,所谓的对的人,对的时间,我只相信,爱了,就追求,只为了那个无悔。

在这个浩瀚的世界,两个微小的人,能够相遇,我珍惜。分开了,我惋惜,但我不伤心。我知道,他有他的路要走,而我有我的。我负责继续微笑,主宰自己的生活。

在爱情与友情之间,那层隔膜,一旦捅破,结果有两种,一种是在一起,幸福快乐的,另一种是一拍两散,各过各的,其实,还有多一种,那就是,打死了脸,充胖子,继续”没心没肺”的做朋友。那是一种珍惜,因为不舍得失去。

爱情不像数学,有公式遵从。爱情不像化学,有对的成分,就能在一起。爱情更不像艺术,一旦突发出对的灵感,有能获得成功。爱情,就是踏踏实实的在一起,为对方着想,简简单单的,没那么复杂。💕 

大家都说,爱情是门复杂的学问,我觉得,爱情,要么什么都不是,要么,就是由每一件小事,筑建而成的在乎,和牵挂。

回忆是每个人都挥之不去的一部分。每个人都有他们的过去,可我们不是从过去看到狼狈的我们,而是从过去里,衬托出现在那个光鲜亮丽的自己。

既然是别人的过去,我们就没有必要介入,也没有必要抱怨为什么以前的他要这样做那样做。我们要做的,除了接受,接纳,他以前的一切,还有为更多的以后,作出一份完整的计划。

爱情,对我来说,简单,踏实,就好。

朋友,没有什么过不去的坎,从你身上,我貌似看到了曾经的我,也一样这样傻,不过我只允许自己傻那么一次,接下来的生活,我宁愿选择第三点,成为”没心没肺”的朋友,因为我不想失去的更多,也不想有个遗憾。有些人走了,就是彻底的走了,再也不会有交集,再也不会有理由和对方联络,因为没了必要。

对别人的包容,是对自己的一种解脱,对双方都好。

我想,生活就是从这些分分和和还有无可奈何中,渐渐的变得回味。

像你说的,生活必须学会感恩。

我支持你的所有决定,只要你认为是最好的。

但无论什么决定,都没有开心快乐过日子来的好,所以,你还是要幸福。🙆

在爱情里,从来没有所谓的对与错。
在爱情里,也没有所谓的骄傲,
只有满满的包容。

有时候,在爱情面前低头,不是少了尊严,而是你在乎。伤了一次,愈合,伤了两次,宁愿再傻一次,伤了第三次,那么你丫的太傻了。可是,有些人宁愿就那么的傻下去。

我不相信什么所谓的天意,所谓的对的人,对的时间,我只相信,爱了,就追求,只为了那个无悔。

在这个浩瀚的世界,两个微小的人,能够相遇,我珍惜。分开了,我惋惜,但我不伤心。我知道,他有他的路要走,而我有我的。我负责继续微笑,主宰自己的生活。

在爱情与友情之间,那层隔膜,一旦捅破,结果有两种,一种是在一起,幸福快乐的,另一种是一拍两散,各过各的,其实,还有多一种,那就是,打死了脸,充胖子,继续”没心没肺”的做朋友。那是一种珍惜,因为不舍得失去。

爱情不像数学,有公式遵从。爱情不像化学,有对的成分,就能在一起。爱情更不像艺术,一旦突发出对的灵感,有能获得成功。爱情,就是踏踏实实的在一起,为对方着想,简简单单的,没那么复杂。💕

大家都说,爱情是门复杂的学问,我觉得,爱情,要么什么都不是,要么,就是由每一件小事,筑建而成的在乎,和牵挂。

回忆是每个人都挥之不去的一部分。每个人都有他们的过去,可我们不是从过去看到狼狈的我们,而是从过去里,衬托出现在那个光鲜亮丽的自己。

既然是别人的过去,我们就没有必要介入,也没有必要抱怨为什么以前的他要这样做那样做。我们要做的,除了接受,接纳,他以前的一切,还有为更多的以后,作出一份完整的计划。

爱情,对我来说,简单,踏实,就好。

朋友,没有什么过不去的坎,从你身上,我貌似看到了曾经的我,也一样这样傻,不过我只允许自己傻那么一次,接下来的生活,我宁愿选择第三点,成为”没心没肺”的朋友,因为我不想失去的更多,也不想有个遗憾。有些人走了,就是彻底的走了,再也不会有交集,再也不会有理由和对方联络,因为没了必要。

对别人的包容,是对自己的一种解脱,对双方都好。

我想,生活就是从这些分分和和还有无可奈何中,渐渐的变得回味。

像你说的,生活必须学会感恩。

我支持你的所有决定,只要你认为是最好的。

但无论什么决定,都没有开心快乐过日子来的好,所以,你还是要幸福。🙆

Action speaks more thn worlds right? If one is too stressed or busy with their life and not even have the time to sent a greeting to their friend? Or reply their text (1 or 2 will do), does this still means that they love him/ her? 

It’s tired when one tooks the initiative most of the time. 

Yes, we should understand that each n everyone have their own life to move on, so we should be understanding enough that one is busy, cos they have their own reason to be busy. So as a friend, don’t disturb them is the best you can do, and is the best way to show them, you do love them. Becos  you hold your temptation to talk to them, and stayed by their side quietly, nt asking for anything, just be there, waiting.. … 


Ppl say that, strongest friendship is when not much words being said, but with the emotions they expressed. 

Some friends, apart for 10yrs, whn the day they met again, they laughed and hugged, as if they nvr separate before. Is this this friendship? I ll never doubt on this. 

But I questioned those who never apart from each other, and who stayed really close to each other (at least those who frm the same sch, same company or even same country?) Isnt their distance between them become further thn those who apart for yrs?? When they say they care, but they didn’t even asked how their friends life going? Or may be one simple text someday, will bright up their friends day? 

We need to tresure all the relationships not only friendships. You know what, we can’t use busy as the excuse for all the time to your friends? First time is able to accept, second time, it’s okie. Third time or more, I bet the friend will never ask again. :( (sometimes I feel that, myself is also the one who use busy as an excuse when choose to go out with someone.) 😧

I just feel that, this kind of busy life shoukd stop sometime, 10min, to reply your friend, or talk to your friends,that will be good enough. Some ppl not even replying text, ask yourself, how busy you are? Or simply, you are lazy to reply? 

Damn, is just a photo huang jia. 😒😒  

Okie I dk, I just feel lucky enough that, all my friends isn’t like that hahah…

😘🙆🙆

Action speaks more thn worlds right? If one is too stressed or busy with their life and not even have the time to sent a greeting to their friend? Or reply their text (1 or 2 will do), does this still means that they love him/ her?

It’s tired when one tooks the initiative most of the time.

Yes, we should understand that each n everyone have their own life to move on, so we should be understanding enough that one is busy, cos they have their own reason to be busy. So as a friend, don’t disturb them is the best you can do, and is the best way to show them, you do love them. Becos you hold your temptation to talk to them, and stayed by their side quietly, nt asking for anything, just be there, waiting.. …


Ppl say that, strongest friendship is when not much words being said, but with the emotions they expressed.

Some friends, apart for 10yrs, whn the day they met again, they laughed and hugged, as if they nvr separate before. Is this this friendship? I ll never doubt on this.

But I questioned those who never apart from each other, and who stayed really close to each other (at least those who frm the same sch, same company or even same country?) Isnt their distance between them become further thn those who apart for yrs?? When they say they care, but they didn’t even asked how their friends life going? Or may be one simple text someday, will bright up their friends day?

We need to tresure all the relationships not only friendships. You know what, we can’t use busy as the excuse for all the time to your friends? First time is able to accept, second time, it’s okie. Third time or more, I bet the friend will never ask again. :( (sometimes I feel that, myself is also the one who use busy as an excuse when choose to go out with someone.) 😧

I just feel that, this kind of busy life shoukd stop sometime, 10min, to reply your friend, or talk to your friends,that will be good enough. Some ppl not even replying text, ask yourself, how busy you are? Or simply, you are lazy to reply?

Damn, is just a photo huang jia. 😒😒

Okie I dk, I just feel lucky enough that, all my friends isn’t like that hahah…

😘🙆🙆

The most stressed moment isn’t the moment when you listen to a motivational talk held by your own teacher, but is when you received a super duper long text frm your teacher and ask you to work hard, simply becos A is coming! Fck you A lvl! You making me going nowhere.

cctvnews
cctvnews:

China’s worst entrepreneurZhejiang Province has long been known for its clever entrepreneurs. It seems however, that one foolish local is doing his best to change the province’s reputation.The man, surnamed Zhang, stole 30,000 bottles of ice tea, worth over 170,000 yuan ($27,370), and then emptied their contents so he could resell the plastic bottles to recyclers. The total profit from the enterprise: 115 RMB (about 18 USD).A local beverage distributor surnamed Liang returned from a business trip to find his locked storage facility had been burgled and his stock missing on March 16.After he was apprehended, Zhang told police he had arrived at the storehouse in the early morning and found it unlocked. Inside he discovered 2,000 stacked cartons of iced tea.After moving the goods outside, Zhang then recruited three nearby trash recyclers who, over the course of 12 hours, poured out the iced tea and harvested the plastic bottles.So far, no charges have been pressed.Netizens on China’s social media site Weibo questioned the wisdom of his choices:“It’s terrible to be lowly educated, and having a low IQ does a lot of damage” @chuxiaohanyin“Sticking to their professional principles: only using the waste (just the bottles)!” @yingxiaoxuezhezhuhuafeng“IQ levels decide your fate. No wonder some people become rich, while others can only be thieves all their lives.” @jinghongyipie1984(Adapted from Global Times and ECNS)

cctvnews:

China’s worst entrepreneur

Zhejiang Province has long been known for its clever entrepreneurs. It seems however, that one foolish local is doing his best to change the province’s reputation.

The man, surnamed Zhang, stole 30,000 bottles of ice tea, worth over 170,000 yuan ($27,370), and then emptied their contents so he could resell the plastic bottles to recyclers. 

The total profit from the enterprise: 115 RMB (about 18 USD).

A local beverage distributor surnamed Liang returned from a business trip to find his locked storage facility had been burgled and his stock missing on March 16.

After he was apprehended, Zhang told police he had arrived at the storehouse in the early morning and found it unlocked. Inside he discovered 2,000 stacked cartons of iced tea.

After moving the goods outside, Zhang then recruited three nearby trash recyclers who, over the course of 12 hours, poured out the iced tea and harvested the plastic bottles.

So far, no charges have been pressed.

Netizens on China’s social media site Weibo questioned the wisdom of his choices:

“It’s terrible to be lowly educated, and having a low IQ does a lot of damage” @chuxiaohanyin

“Sticking to their professional principles: only using the waste (just the bottles)!” @yingxiaoxuezhezhuhuafeng

“IQ levels decide your fate. No wonder some people become rich, while others can only be thieves all their lives.” @jinghongyipie1984

(Adapted from Global Times and ECNS)

I dont know why I can’t be like other teenagers, to enjoy my life as how I wish to be. I didnt know why you just can’t let go, and allow me to experience everything myself.

Which is the best way to educate a child? I doubt there is any absolute answer.

In my dictionary, there is no such term as “traditional way of teaching” I only know that, I m a teenager who wants freedom, thats all, I m a girl, but I don’t wan to rot at home. I want to go out. This is 21 century. Not ancient chinese emperor period, when women had to stay at home…

damn it…


Tonight, by min’s requested, I videoed myself for her friend’s birthday video n sent to her. Hahah. Overall it turns out quite epic. In total, I took abt 40videos. But I m not satisfied with all. :(( cos simply all are just so awkward.

In the end, due to time constraints, I sent the most “watchable” one to her, haish. :(( next time I dw take photo liao. I wan take video… so that I won’t be weird anymore when I see myself moving and talking in phone…😆

Today I did my study plan for the next 30days before prelim2. all I can say is Sch sucks, study plan sucks, cos I know there confirm will have consultations coming up which disturbs my plan, or I know that 90% I won’t follow my plan,cos there are so many distractions. And the most disgusting part is, I just realise that A lvl is really really v. Near… only after I planned my time on a weekly basis.. damn it… I only left with less thn 2months, exclusive the prelim 2 and A lvl month… I only have less thn 2 months to prepare… how sad to realise this??? 😭 this is a 100% die treaty signed … :(( with a chop “thank you for your participation, on my A lvl cert”

Bloody shit. :((

Wahhhh…. hates it…

How I wish A is tmr, cos 早死晚死 都得死,I rather die earlier, like that no need to struggle. 😧😔

Fine.. tell me this is life… face it.

Be positive

I just realised that I have been heading towards the wrong direction with wrong aim and keep making the wrong decisions for the past one and half year. Everything is going no where. I find myself like a stranger to me. I don’t know what is she thinking, and what is she doing.

( She is no longer planning for her future like how she did in sec sch, she is no longer focus on the things that really needs her attention like what she usually told herself to focus on, she no longer wants to think about Business related courses in university which she has been aiming for since pri6.

She’s still depressed for scoring an E8 for Eng during O lvl, which totally ruined her plan for her future, she ended up in JC instead of the poly she really wanted to go. But she forgets that she still make it to JC with a L1R5 13 or 9! She is giving up on herself since thn, isn’t she. How stupid is this girl can be? )


I went to SPH in the morning till late afternoon today, and went for a shopping at night with tong, one day is gone again, but at least, I managed to sort smth out.

May be along the way, I did pick myself up, and tried, but the effort is still not enough. I have to do smth, becos future belongs to myself. I don’t wan to lose my way, amd I wan to bring myself back on task.

I don’t wan to change for anyone, neither Iwant to reach certain goals for anyone, I just wan to do everything today for myself in the future.

Since JC is the wrong start for me, I ll make it the right and the perfect ending for myself which I would be totally grateful of that I came to a JC today.

I must believe and have confidence in myself. And always be that positive me just like how I face everything in secondary sch.

I m just who I am and I ll appreciate what life gives me, learn to accept and face them.

我知道,我来到了IJ,是幸福的,如果没有来到这里,我就不会认识这么多的好友,我就不会拥有着么多美好的回忆,还有学会怎样长大,接受,放手。 也许如果我当时进了poly,会有一段不同的生活章节,这章节会让我好奇,让我憧憬,可是,我爱现在的生活,我很庆幸,来到了JC,所以,憧憬只能是憧憬,现在的生活,才是真实的。

我必须学会做回我自己,那个有梦想有未来计划的自己。

加油。 :)

#I do rmb all the promises I made.. I do. :)

I need no one else but just myself, to reach my goal. That’s all.

26 July…
Days without mobile data is just sucks… anyway, thanks to this girl, I dont have to use phone for anything 😄😄

Fri is the best day in a week! In sch, I feel blessed to have Mr Tan as my math teacher (No.1 in my heart teacher) and Ms Santha as my Chem teacher (thou chem is my most headace subj.😧) two of them are always so encouraging and never give up on us! No judging of the student and always believe in Us… no matter how badly we failed…

After sch we had the advanced birthday celebration for Daniel, hahah, thanks to his birthday, I got to enjoy smth that is non-related to study! It’s really great to see all the friends gathering tgt and have fun!! 😄😄

Afterwards, went to Ikea with min min lady! Really feels great that I m able to go that far with her. The adventure in Ikea is totally an embarrassing one…when we taking photos in the “rooms”, and with those bears and soft toys…plus with what baby plays… those people who walked by us is like staring at some idiot ppl… 😯😓

It’s a wonderful adventure thou, you know what, in the future I m gonna design my own house, into a dream like house! For my son and daughter, and for my husband! With those classic designs! Idon’t care, I swear I will make my sons and daughters feel like they are the prince and the princesses. ^^

I told min today that I really hope that I could get married at the age of 25 and give birth at the age of 26 or 27… she asked why need so early… actually I really dk… I just feel that the best age for me to get marry is at the age of 25 or 26! So that I ll have enough time to focus on my own business when I retire at the age of 40…with my son at the age of 13/4. 😍 thn my husband will retire n join me whn I m 50… by thn our son n daughter will be 23/4… by that time, our son can manage his life on his own..thn 2 of us can concentrate in our own mini shop!! 👪💕! 😉😉 hahaha! okie that seems too far… and sooo unrealistic…but I just wanna dream a bit… I m just curious with my fam in the future… and how will it look like!! 😋😋🙆

I just wanna tell my son and daughter in the future that… what I gave them will be the best that I could give, and I ll support their interests with all the abilities I can provide. ^^ I ll give them the advice and not the demand whenever they tell me their problems, I promise, the decision of what to do will always be held in their hand, try it or not, depends on them… as long as they won’t fall too hard… I ll let them try… and learn frm the pain they get… I will not be a protective mom… becos… I feel that… a person will only grown up when they taste the bitterness in life! So… yeah.. that’s it… but I love them, always do! 😊😊

To my husband, I hope to have a simple life, with surprises sometimes with you… thn plan our life n future tgt… no matter what happened… I hope that we will not give up on each other… be understanding… and have many many many patience… I know that the next 50yrs down the road will be a long journey for both of us! But…it won’t be too hard if we both tried. :)) cos I have a list of things that I wanna do with my Bf/(husband^^) hahaha…


Okie shall stop here…

The shopping moments in “urban Write” is also a no face time… when I finally choose all the things I wan to buy… I literally sit down on the floor in the urban writes and start calculating how much does everything cost… *bang wall* *bang wall* haish… why I always doing thing for ppl to judge me one… *feeling so mehhhh😳😳** anyway… Spend another 82$ in urban writes today just make me feels happy! Becos I spend all on the scrape book materials… ^^ hahahha!! Next time I hav try n figure how to do a really nice scrape book design and thn give to my friend as present!! ^^ (last two scrape book that I made really no standard one sia.😟😟) (I ll try more^^)

And nexr time I m not going to spend money alr…. :(( one fri afternoon and night with min min, $100 dollar gone…😣😣 hahahha… forever say save money save money, but always ended up in spending money… cannot cannot!! )

I really thanks min, for being my best friend and everything… you know what! No matter how many times I say, I won’t feel enough of saying it, cos I wan you to know that, for every moment and every sec, I appreciate your existence in my life! Who says best friend no need the credit (thank you and all that?)!

Is becos that you are my best friend, I wan to remind you everytime that, you are treasured by me, becos I wouldn’t wan to lose you. Love you really really much girl. ^^

就是因为你是我的好朋友,我才想要让你知道,你的一切会是我考虑的优先点,你开心,我也会开心,你难过,我希望和你一起难过。

我们会永远都这样开心的。 ^^ 🙆😘 love you to the pluto and back. 💕

真的很喜欢这样的我们,好像没有什么烦恼一样! ^^ 真的很轻松! :P 👭👭